The Killing Field
Ima commit a murder, and it's seethin' in me,
Ever since I was conceived this things been breedin in me.
And it's cleavin to me, worse yet it's feedin on me,
It's why I'm steeped in this iniquity it's teeth are in me.
So I'm whining like I was Marvin, death invaded my jargon,
Living like I was Darwin, painting outside the margin,
The enemy throwing darts and acting like he's Favre and
I'm catching everyone of them just call me Percy Harvin.
I would intend the end of sin, but then would re-offend and then
Begin to mend but then descend into a binge and then pretend
to win within but then would bend against the wind, and when I'm cleansed
I then would get all in my skin and then would fall in sin again
And again, it'd be the same event I'd get up and fall again
In sin's how I've been living forgetting I've been forgiven
Been slipping more than I'm gripping been missing more than I'm hittin'
Apetite ain't for the Risen I hunger for the forbidden
It's triflin' I'm stiflin' the ever present Christ within
Enticed again, Lord tell me when this cycle ends
It's frightenin 'cause now I don't disciple men, and now I'm just a blight to them
Enslaved in the darkness when I was meant to be a light to them
I, I'm sick and tired, and I, I'm uninspired, but I, have this desire, to pry from all this mire
Now I, I've been re-hired, so I, I'm mortifying my deeds and my sin, yeah they all gotta die!
Hook: Sin, I wanna make one thing clear, you can't get back in 'cause you can't stay here,
And you don't pay my wages Christ is my Boss,
To keep you is no benefit, to kill you is no loss (2x)
Yeah sin, I was drawn away, by the gifts that you presented,
I was gone away, salvation seemed distant, you were the A list, God was blacklisted
You the bomb diggity, I'm blown away, but along the way, I learned something important
My hope was false and my life was out of sorts
I figured it out then, but figured it out when you ceased to be a servant became my lord
I invited you in that's where I went wrong, said you were passing through that you wouldn't be long
But in my weakness, you became so strong, you stayed and took over like you belonged.
I'm not ashamed to say, that you've been replaced, you gave me hell but God gave me grace
You put me in danger but He keeps me safe and kept me filthy but God wants me chaste
The more that I think about it a pattern emerges
Whenever I hang out with you, I'm battered and hurtin
I'm shattered, uncertain, and that wasn't workin
I'm thinkin it was me but it was you that I was servin
You did your best when you were shadows, lurkin
I never knew how close I was to death, flirtin
The state I was in would opposite better, worsen, but now I've got Jesus so it's a wrap, curtains
He's not just a Savior He is the Lord of Hosts, the Infinite Creator and I love Him most
And you can try back later but He'll be on post, so do us all a favor and begone, get ghost
I use to adore ya, now I just ignore ya, Christ is my employer, He's got something for ya,
And He won't implore ya, tjo just hit the door, It's the reason He came for, so He can destroy ya!
(Hook)
When Jesus died for me there was a little transaction
You lost all your power, let me tell you how it happened
Not only was there payment for the Father's satisfaction
His righteousness was traded something I was sorely lackin
He gave me that for you so, you can pack your bags and go
because my Lord is cleanin house and you the trash and
No, you ain't ever welcome back, matter fact
I got no feelings for you 'cause the Lord showed me His passion
66 weapons and all are considered lethal, over 31,000 ways to kill evil
1 God, King of kings, He's so regal, The 7 seven seas are subject to His will, He's unequal
Since He's unequal, you've been outnumbered, You're so predictable, He is a wonder
You bring deception, He brings the thunder,k You and I are over, Ima put you under
DIE!